IT HAS BECOME DIFFICULT OF LATE TO UPDATE MY BELOVED BLOG. PEOPLE CAN READ A PERSONS BLOG, SEE WHAT THEY WEAR EACH DAY OF THE WEEK, SEE WHERE THEY SHOP, SEE WHAT THEY'RE EATING BUT STILL NEVER REALLY KNOW THEM. I ENJOY FASHION. VERY MUCH. HOWEVER IT IS HARD FOR ME TO BE UPDATING WITH MY RECENT LIFE STYLE CHANGES. I AM NOT YOUR TYPICAL 20 YEAR OLD GIRL FROM LONDON. I'M TYPICAL IN THE SENSE THAT I ADORE ALL THINGS FABULOUS, LOVE SHOES AND ANYTHING SHINY, BUT THE CHOCES I HAVE MADE HAVE BROUGHT ME TO THIS POINT IN TIME WHEN I HAVE HAD TO STOP AND THINK, WHAT AM I DOING? I HAVE STARTED CARING FULL TIME FOR MY DISABLED PARTNER. HE HAS BEEN IN A WHEEL CHAIR FOR 6 YEARS NOW, WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2. DONT GET ME WRONG, IT WAS A BIG, ACTUALLY, HUGE DESCISION TO BE WITH HIM BUT THAT CHOICE WAS TAKEN OUT OF MY HANDS WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM. I DONT MEAN TO PUT A DOWNER ON ANYTHING, ESPECIALLY WHEN I ADMIRE SO MANY BLOGGERS OUT THERE. IN A WAY I AM ENVIOUS OF THEM. THEY'RE PARTNERS TAKE PHOTOGRAPHS OF THEM FOR THEIR BLOG AND THEY'LL NEVER REALISE HOW LUCKY THEY ARE. I'M HOPING WITH ALL GOOD INTENTIONS THAT I WILL, HOPEFULLY IN THE NOT TOO DISTANT FUTURE, BE ABLE TO BLOG. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE MY PAGE BLANK WITH NO EXPLANATION. I THINK I'VE DONE THAT.
HOPEFULLY SPEAK TO YOU SOON.
WITH LOVE,
NICKY.
